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Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Wed, 30 Sep 2009 05:10:44 GMT

Lisa, so cute!

Wednesday, September 09, 2009

Wed, 09 Sep 2009 13:04:27 GMT

I want a Rhett Butler.

Where do I find one?

Tuesday, August 04, 2009

Tue, 04 Aug 2009 14:11:34 GMT

It's been exactly 6 months since Ed and I broke up and I still have all our pictures up on facebook. I can't get myself to delete them but I have no intention of doing that anyway. That's almost 3 years of my life right there. I think it's really funny how some guys I'm meeting recently are so insecure about the fact that I still have pictures of my ex up. Those same guys are telling me that I should delete them..

Get over it. It's staying and that's that.

Thursday, July 23, 2009

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 06:00:00 GMT

I make the most of all this stress
I try to live without regrets
But I'm about to break a sweat
I'm freaking out

It's like a poison in my brain
It's like a fog that blurs the sane
It's like a vine you can't untangle
I'm freaking out

Every time I turn around
Something just don't feel right

I just might be paranoid
I'm avoiding the lies
Cause they just might slip
Can someone stop the noise?
I don't know what it is
But I just don't fit
I'm paranoid

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Wed, 20 May 2009 04:30:51 GMT

Summer is coming and I'm excited. I'm ready to leave the cold weather behind.. at least for a few months.

Getting ready, I bought a red one and a blue fit flops for the summer and I can't wait to wear them. They're supposed to exercise your legs and your butt. I highly doubt that but I am getting them because I love the way they look.

I've been spending a lot of time playing Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess since school has been out. It feels great not worrying about assignments and deadlines. Not that the Iceland elective class was a lot of work but I just don't want to think about school for now. I'm forever in school and I still have a long way to go... at least, to do Informatics, which is what I want. I feel like finishing up Nursing Education and Leadership as I'm short only 4 classes but that's not really what I want to do. Tempting though, as I just learned one of my coworkers (and her classmate) who just graduated this month just got handed a job and it's 100 dollars an hour. That's what nursing teacher shortage is all about.

I think I just want to bum around for the summer.

Tuesday, April 07, 2009

Tue, 07 Apr 2009 20:58:58 GMT

I got myself new running shoes.

My sisters introduced me to asics and it's what I've been using for more than a year now. I actually always have at least 2 in my apartment. One for going out and one for just home. The one I don't use outside, I use to exercise at home. People always find it silly but yes, I do jog around my apartment. My apartment is very very small but I still manage to jog around back and forth. I have an expensive one year gym membership to Health and Racquetball Club gym but I just rarely go there. Whenever I try to go after work, I always end up going home and going to sleep. I think I have more energy when I resign to the fact that it's much easier for me to work out at home.

I wanna be inside your heaven...

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 11:53:26 GMT

I've been down
Now I'm blessed
felt a revelation comin' around
guess it's right, it's so amazing
every time I see you I'm alive
you're all I've got
you lift me up
the sun and the moonlight
all my dreams are in your eyes

I wanna be inside your heaven
take me to the place you cry from
When a storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
every bit of air your breathin' in
a soothin' wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

when we touch, when we love
the stars line up
the wrong becomes undone
naturally, my soul surrenders
the sun and the moonlight
all my dreams are in your eyes

and I wanna be inside your heaven
take me to the place you cry from
when a storm blows your way
I wanna be the earth that holds you
every bit of air your breathin in
a soothin wind
I wanna be inside your heaven

I got a puppy!

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 13:21:56 GMT

Look at him... soooo cute!

Named him Link.. lol

Tuesday, March 24, 2009

Tue, 24 Mar 2009 17:55:25 GMT

I went to a club with friends in Iceland called B5 the last Saturday we were there. I heard R-i-h-a-n-n-a's Disturbia and could not stop listening to it ever since. LOL. Iceland was cold but I definitely had fun. So many more places to go visit so I don't know if I'll ever go back but if I will, it will be summer time. Did many things like snorkel in a 2 degree water temperature, go to a hot spring called Blue Lagoon, horseback riding in the countryside, etc etc. Of course, I did clinical work for school too. LOL.

Some pictures (a few from over 500+ I took.. lol)

Adrian said I was medicated! LOL. But actually, I was just enjoying myself.

I went home at 2am. I know some people stayed til 6am when they closed down the club.. lol.. but I couldn't lasts that long. Had to wake up the next morning to attend a catholic mass with Nancy and Mary... in Icelandic!

I'm at the back!!

That's where we were snorkeling!

Our farewell dinner.

Half of the Pace University students in Iceland.

The greatest invention on Earth.

We also celebrated St. Patricks day in Iceland.

I'm glad to be back home in New York City though. I thought I was going to dread back going back to New York City.. I was thinking I was going to feel depressed, empty, lonely, etc when I come back to my empty apartment.. but that certainly was not the case.

I have 2 days off before going back to work. Well, one day remaining now. Going to enjoy my last day by hanging out with my friend bowling tonight. I can't wait. It's been a while I played real life bowling (wii bowling is fun too though). We're actually going to Death and Company bar on 6th Street to check it out their drinks first then heading to Blue Smoke for some Southern barbeque dinner before bowling. It will be fun. Just have to remind myself to bring socks.

Besides listening to R-i-h-a-n-n-a's Disturbia.. been listening to Avenue Q's soundtrack as well. I saw the Broadway play the day before I left for Iceland 2 weeks ago. The same friend took me to see it after I told him I've been wanting to see it forever.

It's been forever since I wrote on my blog but I've been feeling inspired lately. Read my old entries and it reminded me how it's important to write down my thoughts or even just blog the things I did. I think I have a very short term memory.. there were things I read from 2 years ago that I have almost forgotten...

Monday, March 23, 2009

Mon, 23 Mar 2009 14:59:07 GMT

No more walking round
With my head down
I'm so over being blue
Crying over you

And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing you were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs so sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio?